"And when we fall, hastily He raiseth us by His lovely calling and gracious touching. And when we be thus strengthened by His sweet working, then we will with all our will choose Him, by His sweet grace.."
Julian of Norwich (Ch. 61)
A little child who is learning to walk is not scolded or punished for falling down; instead, the parent is touched with compassion, rushes to the child, picks the child up and, with a hug and kiss, makes sure the child is ok and sends them on their way to try walking again. They do not need to say they are sorry or try to make up for their fall for the parent completely understands that mistakes are part of learning and doesn't see anything wrong in the child's heart. They don't have to try to get back in their parents' good graces, for they never left those good graces. When the child falls, the parent simply acts like a good parent, doing a parent's job: to pick up one's hurting child.
Our dear Savior Jesus parents us in the same way. When we fall, He is not scolding or punishing but rushing to us in compassion to lift us up on our feet again. We don't have to make anything up to Him. He is fine with us. He understands that mistakes happen. He is not grading or judging our performance at all. He is focused on loving us, focused on relationship. He is accepting us just as we are, mistakes and all. And He is telling us His acceptance and love will not change, no matter how we act or whether we improve in lovingkindness or not. He is simply seeing us in a positive light and giving us encouragement, loving us right where we are with no demand for change. And when we experience such grace in the midst of our failures, the love that is truly without condition and the security of knowing that He is committed to us no matter what, it is transforming. It raises us up. We find ourselves choosing His way, being more loving to ourselves and others, resting in faith. All along, His way has been grace, not law. Grace is what strengthens us, not law. Grace is what raises us up when we fall. When we see that, experience that from Him, it is life-changing. When you know that you are loved, accepted and safe no matter what you do, it transforms you: you find yourself relaxing, falling in love with God and wanting to love everyone around you. We fall, but grace keeps on raising us every time.
"I drew them to me with affection and love. I picked them up and held them to my cheek.."
Hosea 11:4 (GNT)
"When I said, 'My foot is slipping,' your unfailing love, Lord, supported me. When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought me joy."
Psalm 94;18-19 (NIV)
A Prayer: Thank You for being there for me and picking me up when I fall.