"Jesus punishes nobody!"
Richard Rohr
"He forgives all [our] sins...He does not punish us as our sins deserve or repay us according to our sins and wrongs."
Psalm 103:3,10
God is not a punishing God. He does not punish or pay us back for our wrongs. He simply loves and forgives us, not matter what. Christ exemplified what God's response to sin is: on the cross, He asked His Father to forgive those who crucified Him. That is a vivid picture of God's heart towards the sinful. His great abundance of kindness and forgiveness draw us to feel safe in His presence, draw us to feel safe telling Him all our failures and troubles. He will gently and tenderly help us.
A thought: I am forgiven of all my sins.