Skinned Knees and Bruised Hearts
So...I fell down and skinned my knees this week. Huh. I most seriously DISLIKE that with every particle of my being. Not that we all don't fall, but...let's face it; I'd rather grace you than MYSELF! Huh, again.
And of course, after some angst, I ran straight to my Guy. It went like this:
Me: ::sobbing:: But I screwed up!!!
Him: Really?
Me: ::indignant:: YES! Really. And I skinned my knees! LOOK!!
Him: I don't see a thing.
Me: Are You blind? You know I missed it!!
Him: Well, yeah, but I thought we settled that a long time ago.
Me: Well, You might have but it hurts NOW!!
Him: Why? I don't see you any differently.
Me: Yeah, but I disappointed someone... I think.
Him: NO!
Me: YESSSS!!
Him: And...what?
Me: ::tearing up again:: Well, I made You look bad.
Him: Darling, you make Me look beautiful by living forgiven and loved.
Me: But, but, well, that's too easy! That's WHAT!
Him: Your life wasn't cheap, Beloved. Remember the price I paid?
Me: Yes! That's the POINT!! I OWE YOU!
Him: Do you really believe that? Really?
Me: No...but I feel that way sometimes.
Him: Then it's good that you aren't what you do or how you feel, right? You're who My Father says you are.
Me: Huh. I like it better when they match.
Him: So, are you going to believe Me or your bruised heart? Hmmm?
Me: You'll have to convince me.
Him: ::laughing:: Really? How's that?
Me: ::dissolving into giggles:: Kiss it and make it better???
Me: ::sobbing:: But I screwed up!!!
Him: Really?
Me: ::indignant:: YES! Really. And I skinned my knees! LOOK!!
Him: I don't see a thing.
Me: Are You blind? You know I missed it!!
Him: Well, yeah, but I thought we settled that a long time ago.
Me: Well, You might have but it hurts NOW!!
Him: Why? I don't see you any differently.
Me: Yeah, but I disappointed someone... I think.
Him: NO!
Me: YESSSS!!
Him: And...what?
Me: ::tearing up again:: Well, I made You look bad.
Him: Darling, you make Me look beautiful by living forgiven and loved.
Me: But, but, well, that's too easy! That's WHAT!
Him: Your life wasn't cheap, Beloved. Remember the price I paid?
Me: Yes! That's the POINT!! I OWE YOU!
Him: Do you really believe that? Really?
Me: No...but I feel that way sometimes.
Him: Then it's good that you aren't what you do or how you feel, right? You're who My Father says you are.
Me: Huh. I like it better when they match.
Him: So, are you going to believe Me or your bruised heart? Hmmm?
Me: You'll have to convince me.
Him: ::laughing:: Really? How's that?
Me: ::dissolving into giggles:: Kiss it and make it better???