"For everything that our good Lord maketh us to beseech, Himself hath ordained it to us from without beginning. Here may we see that our beseeching is not cause of God’s goodness."
Julian of Norwich (Ch. 41)
It is so reassuring to see that all of prayer is really a work of grace. Grace is God giving gifts freely out of the goodness of His heart and without us having to do anything to get those things. Grace is when it is all up to God and not all up to us. So many times prayer can seem to be all up to us. We feel we must labor and pray harder, be desperate, have strong emotions in order to 'get God to move.' We long to see a move of God, a revival, an outpouring, and we feel it's up to us to 'get' God to do it. It is exhausting and it never seems like we do enough or are surrendered or dedicated enough. But prayer is simply a gift of God's grace. We are not having to 'move God' to be good to us by our perfect prayer. God is already good to us! And God has planned from all eternity and is now moving us to pray for the very things He has already set about to do. We pray and He answers, and yet when we look back, we see Him in the whole process. We realize He was the One who inspired us to pray, the One who gave us the words to pray, the One who prayed through us, the One who moved in so many ways. His hand was on us the whole time. Prayer, just like everything in our lives, really turns out to be a work of God in us. So nothing is really up to us. We seek, we pray, we ask, we receive, but it is really all God. He is behind us and before us. He is in every part of our lives making sure everything turns out right. All is grace. God truly does it all!
"You have surrounded me on every side, behind me and before me, and You have placed Your hand gently on my shoulder."
Psalm 139:4 (VOICE)
A Prayer: All my life is a story of Your grace.