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I Have Found


"I Have Found"

I have found a peace that ploughs on through the storm.
I have found a joy that jumps over sadness. 
I have found a love that lights up every room.
I have found, I've found You!


I have found a trust that teaches how to rest.
I have found a grace that guides me by the hand.
I have found a strength that stands like a mountain.
And I have found, I've found You!


You are all I want, You are all I need,
Everything my heart could hope for.
We are longing for, the Glory of the Lord,
Cause we know there's so much more!

Only You, fill my soul!

                                                           Kim Walker 

(One little note:  She sings "we are longing for the glory of the Lord, because we know there's so much more."  I take that to mean that we have everything in Christ, and we have found Him to be all to us.  We are complete in Him and He is surely in us, yet we do not experience everything of Him yet.  So we wish to experience all that He is, see that manifested in our lives.  I don't think it's saying we are incomplete or lacking.  Just that we wish to experience more and more all the adequacy we already have in Him!)

On Friendly Terms With God

Now that we are set right with God by means of this sacrificial death, the consummate blood sacrifice, there is no longer a question of being at odds with God in any way.

If, when we were at our worst, we were put on friendly terms with God by the sacrificial death of his Son, now that we're at our best, just think of how our lives will expand and deepen by means of his resurrection life!

Now that we have actually received this amazing friendship with God, we are no longer content to simply say it in plodding prose. We sing and shout our praises to God through Jesus, the Messiah!

                                                                       Rom. 5:9-11

I love these verses because they spell out so vividly what we have through the finished work of Christ:  an amazing friendship with God!  We have been put on friendly terms with God.  He's our Friend and everything is okay between us and Him.  There is no longer a question of being at odds with God in any way.  The sins that so often dragged us down and left us feeling too ashamed to approach Him are just plain GONE, taken away by Christ and nailed to the cross.  We're completely and positively reconciled to God.  We're in His favor.  There is nothing between us!  And since He's done this wonderful work to give us this amazing Friendship with God, just think how life will only expand and deepen as a result of this fact!

Let's revel in the amazing love of God today!  He calls us His friends and calls Himself our Friend!

                  With love,
                                 

Rob Rufus on Our Right Standing With God

Here are some wonderful quotes from Rob Rufus which go along with and actually inspired my post from two days ago:

"What does the gift of righteousness mean?  It means 'right standing with God!'  The gift of righteousness gives you permanent, unconditional, irreversible, from first to last right standing with God.  Now what does right standing with God mean?  It means that there is nothing between you and the Father.

"Right standing - nothing separating us!  Does the Father have any problems with the Son?  Is there any conflict between the Father and the Son?  Does the Father point out the Son's faults?  No, you are in Christ and through what happened at the Cross you are ONE with the Father!  So actually friends - every second of every moment of every day you are actually as close to the Father as Jesus is."

                                                                            Rob Rufus

For Julie

My friend Julie and her family are RVing across the west seeking to minister God's love to people they meet along the way.  (Check out their blog at http://adventurebound8.blogspot.com/.)  They shot this beautiful picture of the Grand Tetons.  I just had to put it on my blog because it was just so lovely!  Julie is one of those friends who has helped me to understand God's grace more just by the way she treats me.  Julie, you are a wonderful friend and I am so thankful to God for the gift of your friendship!  Thank you for accepting me as I am, warts and all.  You really know me and yet you love me still - you impart GRACE to me!  Thanks for being you...

Nothing Can Ever Come Between Us and God!

"Nothing between us and God, our faces shining with the brightness of his face" (from 2 Co. 3, The Message Bible).

Rob Rufus makes a statement that "right standing with God" means that there's nothing between us and God.  Nothing in the way of our relationship with Him.  And since we have right standing with God as a permanent possession, as a grace gift, then nothing can ever come between us and God forever!

What could ever come between us?  NOTHING!  Not sin, not doubt, not confusion, not fear, not circumstances, not struggle - these things are nothing to Him!  Nothing shall separate us from His love, and we have been placed in His presence, before His face, forever!  Two verses say these very things:

"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord" (Rom. 8:38-9).

"You have preserved my life because I am innocent; You have brought me into your presence forever." (Ps. 41:12)

We're always in His love, always in His presence.  That is all I've ever wanted - to be right with Him, with nothing between us, in union, in that love relationship, ONE - forever!  And that is exactly what Jesus died to give us and He accomplished His goal!  We simply receive the gift of His life and find ourselves in union with God!  There is never any separation - we are face to face in perfect and unhindered fellowship forever!

This union relationship and fellowship is what the new birth gives us and what all Christians have.  The Holy Spirit assures us of this, of our adoption, of that Parent - child relationship we have with God, of the veil of the law which once separated us being gone so that there is nothing between us).  The Holy Spirit has brought us into this union through regenerating us into this union of our spirit with His and He maintains this union in us.

The birthright and privilege of every child of God is open, intimate communion with Him.  We are the righteousness of Christ, in right relationship with Him forever.  Our relationship with Him is as perfect and close as the relationship Jesus has with the Father is!

                 With love to all,
                                    

Oh, How He Loves Us!



My friend Caroline encouraged me to watch this video, and it was powerful and uplifting, so I wanted to share it here.

"May your roots go down deep into the soil of God's marvelous love; and may you be able to feel and understand, as all God's children should, how long, how wide, how deep, and how high His love really is; and to experience this love for yourselves, though it is so great that you will never see the end of it or fully know or understand it...." (From Eph. 3, The Living Bible).

I definitely desire a revelation of His love.  I want to know and experience it more fully, understand, grasp and enjoy it more deeply.  I pray He'll break away every lie and confusion in my heart and others' hearts so we can all grasp how deep His love for us really is!

Oh, how He loves us!

Grits and Grace

My dear neighbor Linda told me the following story that she'd heard from her pastor recently:

A man who was not from the South was traveling through a Southern state and stopped in a diner to order breakfast.  He ordered bacon and eggs, but when his meal arrived, he saw the plate had bacon, eggs and also a hot, white goop on it.  The man quickly asked the waitress about this extra item on his plate, and she explained he'd been served something called "grits" with his meal.

The man protested that he hadn't ordered grits, and the waitress said, "You don't have to order them."  The man insisted that he would not pay for these grits that he hadn't even ordered, and the waitress said, "You don't have to pay for them."  The man was very confused, but the waitress explained, "Sir, you don't have to order them and you don't have to pay for them.  They just come."

That is grace.  We don't have to ask or beg for God's grace to be upon us.  We don't have to pay for or earn that grace in any way.  We don't have to do anything to get it and there is nothing we need to do to deserve it.  It just comes.

Grace always comes to us, like hot and steamy grits with your southern breakfast.  Freely given with no payment needed or required.  No matter what, grace always comes to us!
            
                With love,
                           

                       

Photos From Our Trip to the Mountains


Here are some pictures from our recent vacation in the mountains.  The weather was perfect and the mountains were beautiful.  We had a wonderful time, and I wanted to share some photos!

My daughter actually held one of these butterflies (above) on her finger!

The kids enjoyed wading in this beautiful river.  The water was freezing cold, but they didn't mind.

We hiked to a really cool waterfall.  It came over a ledge and you could actually walk behind it.  The water volume for this waterfall is not very great, so it's hard to see in the picture. 

Pretty mountain scenery.  Only a few leaves were beginning to get a hint of color.  The mornings were cool, though, and fall was in the air.  We had a great trip!

When We're Tired of Trying to Measure Up

I get tired of trying to measure up.  Trying to measure up to what I've felt are God's expectations, trying to measure up to what others seem to expect of me, trying to measure up to my own demands for myself, even.

It's great to remember, when I get tired of trying to meet those impossible standards, that God says I can rest.  I can rest, because between Him and me, things are okay.  Christ has already "measured up" for me, so I don't have to!  I measure up just fine in Jesus, whose work is perfect.  God isn't placing any expectations on me.  He's perfectly satisfied with the work of the Son on my behalf, and since I'm in the Son, He's perfectly satisfied with me!  Those words sound almost brash to write.  But it's true according to the Bible - we are justified (made right in God's sight) FREELY as a gift by His grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus (Rom. 3:24), for by ONE offering He has perfected forever (made perfect before God) those who are sanctified (Heb. 10:14)!  We're made right and perfected by the work of Jesus.  To me, that means I have been lifted up in Christ outside the realm of "expectations" and "needing to measure up."

When I get tired of trying to measure up to the expectations put out for me in this world, it's nice to know that before God I am completely acceptable!  I have the good opinion of the One who matters most.  His good opinion of me puts me in a place that is above and separate from the opinions of others.  I tend to care too much what other people think.  But the increasing awareness that God approves of me frees me from caring so much about other people's approval.  It also frees me to be able to minister to them.  The answer always seems to come back to Him and how He sees me.  He says I've measured up in Christ and am forever acceptable to Him!

Jeff VanVonderen has a book called "Tired of Trying to Measure Up."  It's like a counselor in a book, and there are many wonderful gems in this book to give us relief from feeling the need to "measure up" before God.  I want to share a few of my favorite quotes from this book:

"It is God's grace, not our striving, that makes us accepted and acceptable.  It is His performance in Christ, not our trying hard to perform, that eradicates our shame.

"What's so wonderful is that we can be loved, accepted, capable and worthwhile for free - because , in love, god purchased our eternal state of "acceptedness" with the blood of His own Son, Jesus Christ...That's the REAL Good News of the Gospel!

"The solution to the self-effort treadmill is resting in what God has already done through Jesus Christ.

"Develop the picture of your worth and value from God, not from the false reflections that come out of your past.

"If my acceptance is based on HIS performance, it's totally secure!  Unchangeable!

"Our heavenly Father is not just putting up with us.  He likes it when we come around.  We aren't bothering Him with our problems.  He isn't going to shame us for not having it all together...God's response toward those in pain is comfort..not shame for being so human that we have problems.

"In God's scheme of things, in the true Christian life there is no performance on our part.

"The behavior fight is the wrong fight.

"Many Christians live their whole lives trying to earn, with their own behavior, what was already purchased for them by the blood of Jesus:  life, value, and God's approval.

"Jesus came to make you acceptable to God, and He has!..."Earning" value and acceptance isn't possible.  Thankfully, it's already been given to us by God's grace, through Christ's performance."

                                                          Jeff VanVonderen

Your Love Never Fails!



Great song!  I love it and it describes what has happened to me!


Here are the words:

Nothing can separate
Even if I ran away
Your love never fails

I know I still make mistakes
But You have new mercies for me everyday
Your love never fails

 
The wind is strong and the water's deep
But I'm not alone in these open seas
Cause Your love never fails

The chasm is far too wide
I never thought I'd reach the other side
But Your love never fails
 

You stay the same through the ages
Your love never changes
There maybe pain in the night 

But joy comes in the morning
And when the oceans rage
I don't have to be afraid
Because I know that You love me
Your love never fails

You make all things work together for my good

You make all things work together for my good
                                                                Chris McClarney
                                                                                                             

The Way He Treats Us

We are blessed to have the very life of Christ within us, His Spirit dwelling within.  There is an intimate union of spirit with Spirit that is our permanent reality now.  We are never alone, for we always have Him joined with us in perfect fellowship.  We are never "at odds" with each other; this friendship is solid, secure and unchangeably right.  And having such a Friend so close and united with us, it is a blessing that He treats us right every single time.

He will lead us into all truth - that means He'll never lie or bring confusion.  We can trust every word He says to us.  He defeats the power of all the lies we've believed over the years.  He frees us from their grip on us by telling us the truth of our belovedness and freedom, of our rightness with God as a gift through Jesus.

He is the Comforter - that means He will never make us feel worse, only better.  He will never bruise our wounded souls or be harsh.  He restores a sense of wholeness to us and wipes our tears.  He holds us till we can function again.  He promises to never leave or forsake us but instead to always be there for us with His comforting presence. 

He is the minister of the New Covenant, which is of grace and not law.  To me that means that He isn't "law-ing" me to death, but instead "gracing" my dead places to life again!  He isn't bossing me around but freeing my heart to worship and love life and others again.  He continually pours onto me the acceptance and favor I so crave.

He is the power that raised Christ from the dead.  That means we're sure to be raised bodily one day as well, and that even now on this earth we are sustained moment by moment by His very presence within us!  No matter what our sin or struggle, His life triumphs over all and continues to carry us along.  He truly lives in and through us!  His power fights against every attack of the evil one, every temptation, every lie that is whispered to us.  We are never alone and vulnerable.  Someone is fighting for us with resurrection power!

He ministers righteousness, peace and joy to us in this new kingdom.  That means I never need worry that He will condemn me, for He is the One proclaiming that I am righteous with the righteousness of Christ Himself!  His presence fills me with joy and peace.  He brings security and a feeling of elation.  He is here and all is well.  His life has triumphed over all that was killing us and delivered us from the death realm to the life realm.  We're free from all that bound us.  That brings joy!

He pours God's love into our hearts.  He isn't there to put us down or make us feel like sorry failures.  He is there to give us back our dignity, to tell us we have worth and value, to tell us that Someone cares that we exist.  We're precious in His sight and delighted in by God Himself.  We are loved.

What a wonderful Friend, Christ Himself in His very Spirit, is living within us, joined to us as our forever companion! 

                            With love,

The Descending Escalator (Law) vs. The Ascending Escalator (Grace)



I loved this short video of Rob Rufus illustrating the difference between grace and law.   The quality on this clip is not that great, but the message sure is!  Just what I needed to hear today..

Here is a quote from the video:

"The kingdom of heaven is an ascending escalator. It's on a foundation of grace that the Holy Spirit moves, not on human performance or effort. And the amazing thing about this ascending escalator, even if you fail or make a mistake or, can I say, even sin, as you fall down on an ascending escalator, when you are down confessing your sin, when you get up, to your amazement the escalator hasn't stopped! It's still going, and you look around and you're still going up!"

The kingdom of heaven is an ascending escalator!  Even when we fail He is still bringing us up, up, up!  His Life trumps all our sin, self-effort, struggle and falling.  All those things are just shadows of the old creation, which is death.  But we've been placed into the new creation, which is Life.  And Life trumps death every time!  We are carried up and away by His LIFE!   We are sustained and uplifted by the power of an indestructible life, by the power of the resurrection life of Christ Himself put within us.  So up we go!  Grace is just such good news, isn't it?

For the law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus has made me free from the law of sin and death.                                   Rom. 8:2

May you enjoy the ride in Him today!

                      With love,

Christ Our Home

Grace says Christ is our Home where we are sheltered safely in His arms of love, cradled tenderly as a little child in His care and keeping.

Home is "that place we somehow haven't to deserve" (Robert Frost).

He is our Home that we don't have to deserve.

We are safe in Him, and He is holding us tightly.

Jesus holds us and cradles us in His arms until the crying stops, until the striving stops, until we relax, until at last we know that we are secure in His arms and always will be.

We have a place where we belong, where we are always welcomed and embraced, where we are always understood and celebrated.  We have an Eternal Home named Jesus.

Thank You, Lord, for being Home to us!

"The God of your fathers is your safe resting-place, and under you are his eternal arms."                                   Deut. 33:27

                     With love to all,

The Spirit of Grace

I'm learning lately about the ministry of the Holy Spirit in our lives, and I've come to see that I have had so many misconceptions about Him.  I think most of them have come from a faulty view of God as harsh, not kind, and of a faulty view of our relationship with Him as based on our behavior, not His grace.  In the past I was taught that part of the Holy Spirit's work was to point out my faults, but God is showing me that the Holy Spirit's work is actually to point out that I'm right with Him as a gift through Jesus' work!  That He isn't mad at me but instead rejoicing in me, the new creation He's made in Christ!  The Spirit isn't there to point out my faults but to point out the beautiful things Jesus has done in and for us. 

I think the most exhilarating thing God has been teaching me is that the Holy Spirit will never, ever harm me but will always be loving toward me.  He builds up rather than tearing down.  He won't crush a bruised person but will instead bring healing to the heart.  He ministers affirmation, not condemnation! 

I've been collecting some great thoughts about the Holy Spirit and thought I'd share them:

"'Therefore by the deeds of the law there shall no flesh be justified in His sight:  for by the law is the knowledge of sin.'  If the knowledge of sin is by the law, why does the 'church' keep blaming it on the Holy Spirit?  Stop it.  His ministry is one of life, not death and condemnation."
                                                                       Cornel Marais

"The Holy Spirit never tries to manipulate or control you with guilt.  Where He is - there is liberty."                          Rob Rufus

"The Holy Spirit is never convicting you of sin!  The Bible says He will lead you into all truth.  What is the truth?  That at the Cross God forgave all your sins - past tense...The Holy Spirit isn't telling you that you are a sinner - He is telling you that your sins are gone and that you are the righteousness of God in Christ Jesus."    Rob Rufus

"The Spirit has to do with Christ (grace) and the letter has to do with flesh (law).  The Spirit ministers grace (His finished work on our behalf)!
                                                                        Bertie Brits

And now some wonderful verses that point out these truths to me:

I will talk to the Father, and he'll provide you another Friend so that you will always have someone with you. This Friend is the Spirit of Truth.
                                                                                   John 14:15b

When the Friend I plan to send you from the Father comes—the Spirit of Truth issuing from the Father—he will confirm everything about me.
                                                                             John 15:26

...when the Friend comes, the Spirit of the Truth, he will take you by the hand and guide you into all the truth there is.   John 16:12b

And we have received God’s Spirit (not the world’s spirit), so we can know the wonderful things God has freely given us.    1 Co. 2:12

For we know how dearly God loves us, because he has given us the Holy Spirit to fill our hearts with his love.               Rom. 5:5b

So you have not received a spirit that makes you fearful slaves. Instead, you received God’s Spirit when he adopted you as his own children.  Now we call him, “Abba, Father.”  For his Spirit joins with our spirit to affirm that we are God’s children.             Rom. 8:15-6


Some things I see in these verses:  The Holy Spirit is our Friend and Comforter.  He's always with us, so that we need never feel alone or abandoned.  He's always confirming and testifying of Jesus and His finished work, guiding us into all truth (such as the fact that we are the righteousness of God in Christ and of the fact that we are under grace and not law).  He shows us all that we've been freely given through grace.  He fills our hearts with God's love and the assurance that we're His children.  He is the minister of the New Covenant of grace - of God's free gift of a right relationship with God through Jesus!

Thank You, Holy Spirit, for ministering grace, love and affirmation - and never condemnation and shame - to our hearts!

                               With love,

Could It Be That the God of our Dreams IS the True God?

Could it be that the God we've only dreamed about, only hoped for, only wished could be real - IS real!  Could that God we've dreamed about actually be the real God?

Think of how you would wish or dream God could be.  I think of the verses in Ephesians that say He is able to do more than we ask or imagine.  Couldn't we also say that He IS more than we ask or imagine?

Could it be that God is really patient with us, always?  That He won't reject us, no matter how many times we fall?  That He never gets an exasperated look on His face when He thinks about us?

Could it be that God is really kind?  That He really has no ulterior motives?  That He really does nice things for us for free, without demanding anything in return?

Could it be that God is really always looking on us as His perfect kids?  Could it be that He really doesn't see our faults, that they change nothing in our relationship with Him?  That they don't faze Him at all, that He never ever will hold our wrongs against us?

Could it be that God is gentle and careful not to hurt us?  Especially those of us who are wounded by life on earth?  Could it be that He never gives a harsh word? 

Could it be that His love will never, ever fail us, no matter what we face or what terrible thing we do?  Could it really be that He will love us regardless of anything at all?  Could it be that His love will always support us and never let us down?

YES!  I could be, and it IS!  Those qualities I listed above I took from the "love chapter" in the Bible, 1 Co. 13.  And God is love.  So He is all those qualities and more!  That amazes me.  I feel I am only at the edge of even beginning to grasp His love and how great it is!  Lord, give us all a revelation of how great Your love for us really is!  I am so glad You are pure love, beyond all our hopes and dreams!

What joy to find out the God we've thought we could only dream about is the REAL God!  What joy to find out this isn't a happy dream after all but eternal reality - we are loved with a perfect love by a Perfect Love that won't ever let us go!

                            With love,

Delivered from a Sin-Consciousness

Here are some notes I made in my journal recently on being delivered from a sin-consciousness (focusing on what we're doing wrong and wanting to fix it, having guilty and condemned feelings).  I think God works in us to bring us away from sin-consciousness into a consciousness of Him and how He's made us righteous in Christ.  So here are my notes:

We know that all our sin is gone and He doesn't see it anymore.  He remembers it NO MORE!  That means that no matter what we do, God sees us as sinless, in His Son, perfect, as righteous as Christ is, blameless, holy, and in right standing with Him.

He sees us that way because that's the way we are.  He's looking at the spirit, which is the real us.  Our spirits do not sin.  Our spirits have been newly made as pure and righteous, after His image.  We have been made the very righteousness of Christ.  The Spirit of God dwells in us, and where He dwells is holy!  Our spirits are actually joined to the Holy One, to His very Spirit!  That's a perfect union with Perfect Holiness.  We enjoy free and open communion with that Holy Spirit at all times.

So let's look away from our failures and be delivered from a sin conscience.  See yourself as righteous and sin-free like He does.  See and enjoy that perfect relationship.  See yourself in Christ and in the Spirit.  Just enjoy that relationship, free from worrying about sin.  Don't put your focus on trying to stop or avoid sin.  Simply put your focus on Him and the perfect relationship you have with Him.  He is big enough to keep you, so relax and know that He will.  Look at things unseen.  Put your mind on your life with God.

The mind set on the flesh (all that we were in ourselves - think old creation) is death, but the mind set on the Spirit (all that He is in us- think new creation) is life and peace! (Rom. 8:6)

These words were written to remind myself of the truth.  I hope they can encourage someone else as well.  May we all enjoy Son-consciousness rather than sin-consciousness today!

                             With love,

A Favorite Quote from Brennan Manning

Here's one of my favorite quotes from Brennan Manning.  I love the way he writes about the love of God.  His is a love that embraces us in our pain, our failure, our trouble, our sorrow.  His is a love that holds on to us no matter what terrible thing we go through (or even do), a love that carries us through the darkness.

"The God I have come to know loves me as much in a state of disgrace as He loves me in a state of grace, for His compassion is never, never, never based on our performance.  It knows no shade of alteration or change.  Jesus is the fulfillment of the Isaiah prophecy:  the bruised reed of your life He will not crush, and the smoldering wick He will not quench, until He's led the truth of your life's story to victory.  This night will you let Him come to you on His terms?  Will you let Him love you as you are, and not as you should be?  'Cause nobody..is as they should be."
                                                            Brennan Manning

Feels Like I'm Born Again



Have you ever had the experience of being in a terrible place that you never thought you'd come out of, and then suddenly, unexpectedly, you're out?

I had this experience recently.  Our family went through a difficult time during the last several years:  one of our dear children was born with a complicated birth defect.  Praise God, she's doing well now.  But through that lengthy trial, I became a very sad and anxious person.  I felt I was only a shell of the person I used to be.  I walked through the world but didn't feel part of it, felt I couldn't join in.  I never thought I'd be happy again.  I felt I would be dragging around an emotional weight for the rest of my life.   I had my light-hearted moments, but deep inside I was a wounded person.

During this dark time, God always showed me that He was holding me and accepting me through it all.  His grace was like a lifeline to me.  I knew He was there for me, but still I had a lot of emotional pain.

Then an amazing thing happened.  God brought me to a point where I basically asked Him to baptize (saturate) me in and with His Spirit.  He'd been indwelling me since the day I came to Christ, and now I just wanted to experience all of Him that I could.

I really didn't think that some major change would occur.  And at first, I felt nothing different.  But after a couple of days, something amazing happened.  I could sense His presence with me, and I could sense the darkness lifting.  Suddenly the fears, sadness, and pain were actually gone.  I felt free.  Free!  For the first time in 6 years, I felt free and happy and alive again.  His presence drove out the sadness and anxiety and set me free.  He let me experience the verse that says "where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is liberty!"  He had been indwelling me all along, and now He manifested His power and presence in a real and strong way.  It was such a grace gift.

It's been exactly two months since this happened to me, and I'm still still shocked that I am actually a happy person again!  The old regular carefree me is back, the person I thought was gone forever.  I really do feel as if I've been born again AGAIN.  I really do feel like a new child of God.  That's why I picked the song above to go with this post.  It is wonderful not to feel achingly sad or lost from the world.  I feel like life is worth living and as if I've got my life back again.  I still have problems, but it's as if He changed my perspective on those problems.  They don't seem bigger than God anymore.  And I don't feel alone and vulnerable in dealing with them.  I know God was always there for me, but I think I felt I was facing my earthly problems alone.  Now He shows me how He is actively working, no matter what my problems are.  There is a Person with me - the Holy Spirit - to take care of and strengthen me, fight pain and fear for me, and fill me with joy in His very presence.  He lives in and through and for me!  In His presence is fullness of joy!  He walks with me through every day and is my best friend.  He is just as grace says He is, loving and accepting, for He is the Spirit of Grace! 

I wanted to share all of this to just tell my story and thank God for this miracle.  But I also wanted to share my heart of love for all who have ever felt as I did - sad, hurt, wounded by life.   I hope that any wounded soul who reads this will know that I understand and have been in the darkness myself.  And I pray that He will bring comfort and healing to you.

He loves us so much and He cries with His children who are in pain.  I have felt Him being sad with me in my sorrow.  His presence surrounds us in the darkness, when we don't feel Him anymore, when we ask ourselves, "Why pray? It doesn't do any good!"  I've felt that myself.  We fail and we give up on God, but He never fails us and never gives up on us.  That's what grace has come to mean to me through all this - not just that He loves and accepts us as we are, but that He is faithful to be actively on our side fighting the pain in our lives and bringing His healing touch.  I believe He is doing that whether we see it, feel it, or even believe it.  Grace means He still works on our behalf even if in our pain, we've turned away from Him, lost hope and given up, and can't even pray or have a single spiritual thought.  He's still for us.  He still works to help.  I didn't ask to be healed emotionally.  I didn't expect to be changed.  I thought I'd be stuck in that pain for the rest of my life.  I didn't have any faith that anything would ever be different for me.  And He reached down and healed my wounded heart anyway.  That's grace!  And He extends that grace to us all...

May His grace overwhelm you as well.  May His Presence minister to you all that you need.  May He bring you joy and peace and renew your hope.  I just pray He will bring His healing touch to all hurts today..and make life worth living again in His sweet presence! 

                 With Love to all,

The Representative Man - Jesus As Us, For Us

"God became a man in order to become a substitution for the whole human race.  Every one of us was "in" Him.  What He did, He did as and for every one of us.

"He became like us in every way except that He did not sin.  He took our place and delivered us from the bondage of sin.  His sinless life was not only lived as His own but also for us and as us.

"When Jesus overcame Satan's temptation in the wilderness, He did so as you and me.  His victory was placed on our account!

"On the cross at Calvary, Jesus took sin and grief from us and bore them as us....He bore all of our griefs and sorrows.  In His death He willingly accepted our punishment for sin...

"His death represented our dying to self - the area of our being that wanted independence from God, thinking that we could find the meaning of life within ourselves...

"When He was buried, we were buried with Him.  As a result, our lives of selfishness and sin are over.

"Jesus rose from the dead to be the beginning of a new human race..

"After Jesus was resurrected from the dead and sat down at the right hand of God, He enabled us to also step into God's presence.  Through the blood of Jesus, we can now fellowship with God...we are..able to stand in the presence of God, accepted by His love."

                                                                 Malcolm Smith

Could it be any clearer? Our old way of life was nailed to the cross with Christ, a decisive end to that sin-miserable life—no longer at sin's every beck and call! What we believe is this: If we get included in Christ's sin-conquering death, we also get included in his life-saving resurrection. We know that when Jesus was raised from the dead it was a signal of the end of death-as-the-end. Never again will death have the last word. When Jesus died, he took sin down with him, but alive he brings God down to us.                             Rom. 6:6-10 (MSG)

Everything He did He did for us.  And everything He did, He did as us.  He is our representative man.  So that means when He died, we died.  When He rose, we rose.  I am so happy the old me was left behind in the tomb, and the new me came up from the grave alive!

He took on my sin and guilt and condemnation and sorrow and shame - and all that was killed off at the cross in His body, never to come back!  He took those things into the grave and left them there!  He conquered sin, Satan, and death for me, as me.  All His victory is now mine.   His standing before the Father is now mine.  His goodness is now mine.  His fellowship with God is now mine.  His acceptance before God is now mine.   His very life is mine!

I don't fully grasp all that Jesus did as and for me.  I want to understand it better.  But I do know that in Him, my old self with all its problems died, and in Him, a new self was raised to walk in new life, in His life forever!  Thank You, Lord, for being our representative man, and that everything You did now comes to us.  We reap all the benefits as a free gift of Your grace.  For as You are, so are we in this world!  Amen.

                 With love to all,

Enjoying the Union

We are in union with Him who IS Life!

We are always in His presence!

We are in perfect and intimate communion.

We are never alone or abandoned but always with Him.

We enjoy unbroken fellowship!

We enjoy the smile of God upon us at all times!

We enjoy complete acceptance and unconditional love.

We enjoy His beautiful, wonderful, joy-filled and happy-making Presence at all times!

Face to face with Him.

Our spirit and His Spirit are one forever!

This is what Jesus has done for us - Thank You, Lord Jesus, for Your indescribable gift of Yourself, Your very Spirit, to be with one with us always!  Your presence alone gives us rest!  We will never be apart from You.  You have taken away our sin and torn the veil that separated us from God's presence.  Perfect standing before the Father is given to us - Your very standing before Him!  Now nothing will ever separate us from that presence again.  Thank You, Lord!

Forget about sin, failure and struggle!  In His eyes, it's gone!  Enjoy the union!  This is what I say to myself right now...

May we all enjoy the union of our spirits with His Spirit today!

                          With Love,

Inside the Circle of His Love

What was the whole point of Jesus' work?  What was the goal of His incarnation, death, resurrection and ascension?  It was more than just to forgive sins.  It was more than to wipe away guilt and shame.  It was to bring us into Real Life, His Life, which is an unending Life of fellowship and knowing and love!  It's the very Life of the Godhead, dwelling in perfect unity and love at all times, for all eternity.  That's what we've been ushered into through His work!

We have been crucified with Christ, and everything against us has been defeated and taken down to death, never to rise again.  And all that happened to make possible the next step:  union with God who is Love!  We've been raised with Christ and seated in heavenly places with Him, and He's become our very Life!  Our life is now hidden with Christ in God.  We are one with Him and thus inside that circle of Trinity Love.  We are in a perfect relationship with Him.  We are loved.  We are secure.  We are home!

The whole purpose of Christ's coming and work was to bring us into  the Love Life of God!

We have open communion with Him!

We have unhindered fellowship with Him!

We have unthreatened life with Him!

We have uninterrupted union with Him!

Always in His presence, always in His love, always in His favor - always!

Eternal Life is being in His presence forever, loved, nurtured, known, cherished, accepted - in awe, in joy, in wonder, in worship, in love!

                        With love to all,

Seeing Reality

Here is a wonderful quote that I copied long ago from an old grace discussion group called Believer's Rest.  This group was like my church when God began revealing His grace to me.  There were several regular post-ers, and even though I never posted at all, I felt I got to know these fellow grace lovers, and God used their words to encourage me so much.  This quote is from a group member named Wes and it's one of my favorites.  It was written to a fellow Christian struggling to believe that God could accept her after the mess she'd made of her life.  I've certainly felt the same way this lady did!  God opened her eyes to His grace and love and it was a beautiful thing.  Here's the quote:

"He will never stop loving you.  He looks at you now, as He always has and always will...whatever you do, whether you believe it or not...He will never stop loving you.

"Why not see reality for once?  See the God who actually IS.  The God who holds you in His arms, whispering His love into your ears...Allow yourself the privilege of hearing His inner voice.  Allow yourself the birthright that is clearly yours.. Allow yourself to be free from condemnation as you've always been.  allow yourself to be swept away in eternal life and love.

"Here's the kicker:  You are sinless, perfect, worthy of Divine love!  You look at yourself and see a mess.  You see your mistakes, problems, weaknesses, fears, etc. as unpardonable sins.  God doesn't see them at all...He sees a beautiful girl.  Do you see yourself as ugly inside and out?  God only sees a heart filled with Himself...Every [bad] thing about you was crucified, killed, buried, and did not rise from the dead.  The only ones who came out of that tomb were Jesus, and us, in Him, made holy, righteous, perfect, and beyond reproach!  That includes self-reproach.  No matter what we may think, say, or do, that's the fact!

"Can you see yourself the way God already does?  Can you open your eyes and look into the eyes that have been adoring your since the eternity before you were born?  There's nothing you can do to screw this up.  It would be easier for you to escape your own shadow than to change the way God views you!"

                                                                           "Wes"

How He Sees Us

This is how He sees us, what He says to us:

"My darling, everything about you is beautiful, and there is nothing at all wrong with you.  My sister, my bride, you have thrilled my heart; you have thrilled my heart with a glance of your eyes, with one sparkle of your necklace."
                                                Song of Songs 4:7,9

Those words really caught my attention - 
"EVERYTHING about you is beautiful.."
"There is NOTHING at all wrong with you.."
God says everything about us is beautiful and nothing about us is wrong!
It's hard to believe that we have thrilled His heart, but it's true!
May you revel in His wonderful love for you today!

                    With love to all,

He Included Me

I am so happy in Christ today,
That I go singing along my way;
Yes, I’m so happy to know and say,
“Jesus included me, too.”

Gladly I read, “Whosoever may
Come to the fountain of life today”;
But when I read it I always say,
“Jesus included me, too.”

Ever God’s Spirit is saying, “Come!”
Hear the Bride saying, “No longer roam”;
But I am sure while they’re calling home,
Jesus included me, too.

“Freely come drink,” words the soul to thrill!
O with what joy they my heart do fill!
For when He said, “Whosoever will,”
Jesus included me, too.

Refrain:
Jesus included me, yes, He included me,
When the Lord said, “Whosoever,” He included me;
Jesus included me, yes, He included me,
When the Lord said, “Whosoever,” He included me.

                                                                Johnson Oatman

I remember reading in a book (The Rest of the Gospel, by Dan Stone) that sometimes when speaking of Jesus' work for us and the gift of Himself to us, people will say, that's true, but not for me.  I've said this too.  It's almost as if the mentality is:  "Jesus died, but not for me...forgiveness is real, but not for me...the Holy Spirit is there, but not for me...righteousness is a gift, but not for me...being dead to sin and the law is true, but not for me."  This kind of thinking has left me feeling lacking and unworthy in the past, and like I'm left out of the blessing for some frustrating, unknown reason.  But this kind of thinking is a LIE!  The truth is, God's gift is free and is for everyone!  If you're a "whosoever," then you are included.  Think of all that is wrapped up in His gift of Christ's life to and in us.  And that is for ALL who wish to receive!

It amazes me that His gift is for everyone who wishes, received so easily by simple faith!  I have been thinking lately about the FREE gift He gives.  How could He give so much, offering it as free just for the taking???  It's incredible that He would just give away eternal life to all takers, simply to be received by faith!  And truthfully, doesn't He even give us the grace of faith to receive?  What a good God!  Everything in this life with God is a purely free gift! A gift with not a single string attached..now that's grace!

Sometimes we may feel we'll be left out of His gift-giving because we think we're unworthy.  But we don't have to be worthy!  That's why they call His way the way of GRACE!  Grace means a gift you don't have to deserve.  A gift that comes to those troubled by sin and doubt and shame.  For the sins that so trouble us aren't troubling to God - He's already removed them as far as the east is from the west by the death of His Son and He doesn't remember them or ever bring them to mind!  What's on His mind is giving us LIFE!  He longs above all else to give the gift of His very life to all.  Our simple prayer of receptive faith is the prayer God ALWAYS answers, for why wouldn't He?  It's perfectly in line with His will, the will of the One who is not wishing that any would perish but that all would come to know Him.

His gift is freely given to all who desire it.  Noone is left out.  Whoever wishes may come and drink the water of life freely - without cost.  It cost Him everything and it costs us nothing!  All who ask will receive!   There is noone to whom the gift of grace and righteousness and eternal life is denied.  He gives us His very Spirit to live in us and with Him comes life, peace, joy, righteousness, victory, abundance, strength, hope...wow!  God has placed in our hands the wonderful gift of HIS LIFE, we simply receive it by faith, "Oh, that is mine!  Thank You, Lord!"  That's true for everyone, "whosover" they may be!  We can all say, "yes, it's true, even for me.."

Whosover will, let him take the free gift of the water of life.  Rev. 22:18

When the Lord said "Whosoever," He included you and me!

                    With love to all,

Wonderful Grace Quotes

I read some wonderful words on the facebook page of Luke GraceCase Darlow recently and wanted to share a few of them here:

"God made a home in me by making me His righteousness.  Faith in the finished work breeds intimacy which breeds fruit.

"Jesus didn't come to teach us a lesson - He came to live in us.

"What can you give to a God who has it all?  Nothing except the reception of His accomplishments.

"Grace has the beautiful knack of bringing you into the presence of God and locking the door behind you!

"God has NO, I mean NO, expectations on you!  but He has HUGE expectations of Himself!

"The first thing that happened after the event of the cross - the curtain to the Holy of Holies was torn!  The primary objective of the cross was to get constantly into the Presence!

"His glory and presence will fix your problems better than any formula or principle and especially law!

"Have you got a problem you don't like in your life?  Something your really want to change?  I guarantee you the only way you can get that away is by not focusing on it!  Instead focus on the grace of God and His gospel because the gospel is the power of God...

"Only grace in super abundance will allow the church to reign in life!  And guess what, change isn't a requirement.  You are accepted as you are..

"Even if I'm not victorious..even if I don't overcome, I remain firm in THE Overcomer, THE Victor...Therefore, my identity is victorious and overcoming.

"The purpose of God making us the righteousness is so that He could permanently dwell in and on us...Grace and the grace message is really only an invitation to experience intimacy with God, in the form of the Holy Spirit."
                                                 Luke GraceCase Darlow

Oh, Happiness! There is Grace Enough for Us



Oh, happiness
There's grace enough for us
And the whole human race

Friend or foe
Stranger or kin
All who come
Begin again

Hard or frail
Rich or poor
All in need
Need fear no more

Such a thing to give away

All regrets
Let go, forget
There's something that
Mends all of it


                                              David Crowder Band

When We Sing, This Is What He Hears


As I watched this beautiful performance by little Jackie Evancho I was moved to tears.  It inspired some beautiful thoughts..

When we sing, this is what God hears!

When His little children sing, He hears a heavenly song!

We are delightful in His eyes - we're His pride and joy!

We're like a beautiful melody in His ears, and He is so pleased with the new creation He has made us.

Let's not think of ourselves as little and insignificant and ordinary - the very music of heaven pours from us!

And when we sing, I think we move our Daddy to tears...

                      With love to all,

Grace Accepts and Empowers

Grace is God accepting us as we are.
And Grace is also God lifting us up to where He is.

Grace is God loving us when we feel bound by fear, hopelessness and anxiety.
And Grace is God showing us our freedom from all those things.

Grace is God loving us in the darkness.
And Grace is God making the light of His presence to dawn on us.

Grace is God embracing us in the gutter.
And Grace is God lifting us out of the gutter.

Grace is God loving us no matter how we feel.
And Grace is God showing us that feelings don't always indicate our true reality.

Grace is God understanding our pain.
And Grace is God bringing His healing touch to our wounded places as only He can.

Grace is God forgiving the ungodly.
And Grace is God recreating us righteous!

Grace is God loving people who are dead in sin.
And Grace is God making people alive in Christ!

Grace is God taking away our sin at the cross.
And Grace is God taking us into His arms forever!

Grace is God accepting us in our shame and self-hatred.
And Grace is God lifting off that shame and self-hatred.

Grace is God embracing us when we seem unlovable.
And Grace is God giving us Himself as the Love we've dreamed of all our lives!

Grace accepts us in our weakness and nothingness.
And Grace empowers us with the very Life of Christ Himself!

                          Grace to all,

God in the Darkness

I was reading aloud from the book Heidi recently to my kids, and we were so glad when little Heidi, who had been taken from her dear grandfather in the mountains to live in the faraway city, is finally allowed to come home again.  All the homesick days now over, she walks up the mountain and cries with happiness to see the mountains glow in the late afternoon sun.  And after the reunion with grandfather, she sleeps on the hay in her little loft, sleeps more soundly than in all the time she'd been away.  Heidi is home again.  As I was reading this part of the story, I choked up a bit, and it was as if God said to me, "That's you."

I have been in the dark places.  I have felt that homesick longing for things to be like they once were.  I have struggled to sense God's love for me in those moments.  I have condemned myself for not being more victorious over my problems, for being more fear-full than faith-full.  I have wondered if I would ever be happy again.  Wondered if I would ever find a way out of the darkness.

And yet, by His miraculous means, God in His grace did restore me to hope and faith and happiness.  He made me aware of His presence and love.  He brought me home in my heart.  He even showed me I'd always been home with Him through that whole dark journey.  That He'd been holding me and loving on me and working things out for me all that lonely time.  That I was completely and perfectly accepted by Him the whole time.

God's grace tells us we're home again.  Christ has brought us back home for good.  And though we may go through terrible struggles and darkness in this world, He will bring us to a place of experiencing love and hope again.

For those in the darkness, I wish to let you know I've prayed for you today.  I have been there too.  And I wish to tell you that you aren't forgotten.  You aren't alone in your pain.  Someone is there and is actively working on your behalf.  You are understood and embraced.  You are at home in His arms no matter what, and He WILL bring you to experience that safe sense of belonging and hope and joy again.  That is what my heart tells me is true, for that is just the way my God is.  His love doesn't fail us, ever.

                           With love,

More from Norman Grubb on Our Union With Christ

More great thoughts from Norman Grubb:

Road to Familiarity

These are the simple facts of revelation (and we can follow their logic, as well as their tragedy and wonder):
What the Bible calls sin is, in one phrase, independent self. The created self was made to contain and express the Creator Self who is selfless love.
Instead, in the person of Lucifer, probably the created being nearest to God Himself, a new and horrible form of life came into existence: a created self who refused to contain the selfless Self of God but chose to live for and by himself. Lucifer was the sin-spirit, the spirit of self-love, self-seeking, and all the sins known to man that proceed from that.
The history of the creation of man in the Garden of Eden tells us what happened to our forefather. He was created to contain God in a living union, which was symbolized for him in the offer of "the tree of life in the midst of the garden."
But as a human being with free choice, he could take another way—the way of self-love: symbolized for him in the other tree in the midst of the garden—the tree of the knowledge of good and evil.
Deceived by the lying spirit of Satan, he received into himself the spirit of error rather than the Spirit of truth, and became a child of the Devil. Since then the whole human race is born with the spirit of self-centeredness in it. The Bible calls it "the spirit that now worketh in the children of disobedience."
That we are all born and live under that domination is obvious, for we are all by nature egoists and self-lovers. Every breath we breathe, therefore, is sin—because anything less than God's perfection is sin, and God's perfection is perfect love. But such total love to God and our brother is totally impossible without God who is love living in us.


Two Problems Solved
What, then, has He who is Love, and therefore must save, done to restore His lost humanity to Himself?
He has taken flesh Himself to start a new race. In the Person of His Son, Jesus, He came into history as a man called "the last Adam," the Creator of the first. Having lived a perfect life which the first Adam failed to live, He then identified Himself totally with the fallen human race by dying for us. In that death He was so identified with us all in God's sight that the Bible says, "He made Him to be sin for us, who knew no sin. Thus, He died. In doing so, the Bible reveals that He effected the two supreme deliverances that were the two absolute necessities.
First, He solved God's problem (or rather, God solved His own problem) by taking upon Himself the curse of the broken law, and being made a curse for us. By the shedding of His blood, His outpoured life, He became God's "mercy seat."
By this, God could both be just and justify the ungodly, and pronounce all believers in Jesus justified from all unrighteousness-for-given, cleansed, in His sight as if we had committed no sin; "made the righteousness of God in Him." Broken law has consequences. That is the nature of law. God, farseeing that we should all be lawbreakers, foreordained His Son to be "the propitiation through faith in His blood."
What God revealed to be the necessary atonement for sin, He Himself suffered. What He suffered He accepted. And His acceptance is our justification (as the Scripture says, "raised again for our justification"). What is good enough for God is good enough for us. "How much more shall the blood of Christ, who through the eternal Spirit offered Himself without spot unto God, purge your conscience from dead works to serve the living God?"
Secondly, Christ's cross and resurrection solved our problem. For by this means He fully effected the destruction of the old union of humanity to Satan and replaced it by the new union to Himself.
Our problem is simply that in our unredeemed life our inner self, our spirit, was united to the self-loving spirit of Satan.
As a consequence, we followed the desire of soul and body. When our bodies stimulated appetites in us, we gratified them. When our souls stirred up pride or dislike of this or hate of that or love of that—we just followed them.
We were governed by our souls and bodies.

Replacement for Soul Life

But when Christ died, it says that "He died unto sin once." That means that in His death, as our Representative, our last Adam, He became separated from the sin-spirit which had invaded the human spirit—just as anybody in death is separated from his spirit. And in His resurrection He was "made alive by the Spirit."
In other words, the Spirit of truth—God Himself—united Himself to that last Adam, and thus united Himself to all who will accept their place by faith as participators in His death and resurrection.
Here was the beginning of the new and final creation, when the usurping person was cut off from the possession he had deceitfully gained of the human spirit; when the true Owner, the living God, replaced him in all who receive Jesus.
This is no Biblical theory. This is the most tremendous and dynamic event in human history!

Here is our title to union—to permanent familiarity—with God!
For example, use this little illustration.
On Sunday morning you say your duty is to go to church. But you get a blustery day, wind and snow, and you don't feel like going. But you go anyway.
Why? Because down inside you purpose to go. You say, "Oh, I don't feel like going, but I'm going."
There you've got the point. Now you have moved from soul to spirit, you see.
Reason is exactly the same. Reason is the faculty by which we explain things and argue about them and talk about them. Through these words I've tried to use my reason, which is my soul life, to explain what I claim to know. I claim to know Jesus Christ; I try to explain myself to you—that's my reason.
You see, reasons can differ. That is why we can differ in our opinions and explanations—our soul life—but be one in Christ-in our spirit life.
I've always been one to dig into things. I took up philosophy just as a hobby and got my reason thoroughly shaken. I said to myself, "I'm really not so sure that there is a God at all. Yet," I said, "I know Him and love Him and have done so for years—yet He may not be a living Person at all!"
My reason conveyed doubts to me.
My spirit said, "But I know Him!"
So do you know what I came to? I said, "Well, if God is the big illusion, I'll be a little illusion alongside Him. I love the 'Illusion,' that's all."
You see, I would not be governed by my reason—my soul—because I had something deeper, more real.
Of course, in due time, I came out more strongly confirmed in soul, or reason, as well as spirit-knowledge. Doubts are the raw material of faith.
Have we got it clear?
The consequence of broken law which we must inevitably suffer, stated in most direct and terrible fashion again and again in the words of Jesus and the writings of the apostles, was borne by God Himself in the Person of His Son. If we ask, how can the blood of any man atone for the sin of all, the answer is that this was the blood of Deity made flesh.
The enslaved condition of humanity, through the indwelling spirit of self-centered-ness, with which every man is born, was ended at the cross!
Christ, as our representative, died to that enslavement—that sin-spirit; and again as our representative, was raised from the dead by "the Spirit of Him that raised up Jesus from the dead."
Thus, this change of union from the spirit of self-centeredness to the spirit of self-giving becomes an actual, down-to~earth fact in the personality and experience of every human being who, recognizing and admitting his need, receives Him as Lord and Savior.
Your old spirit is replaced by your new Spirit!
You were governed by soul and body. Now, as a redeemed person, the Spirit—His Spirit in your spirit—is master of soul and body.
You meet the demands of the bodily senses, the varying emotions of the soul stimulated by world, flesh or desire, with the affirmation of the indwelling Christ as Lord.
Soul and body become the manifestation of Jesus Christ.
Here, indeed, is the key to being a normal person—free, happy, familiar, natural—released from the spirit of self-love into the boundless, creative outflowing energy of the new governing Spirit that indwells you: His Spirit.
Here, indeed, is the key to everything.

                                                        Norman Grubb
                                                        (from The Key to Everything)
May the amazing grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, the extravagant love of God, and the intimate friendship of the Holy Spirit be with all of you. 2 Co. 13:14